Sinnisterdictator-v4

I can see you as this girl who has a lot of regret holding herself back. She feels like she doesn't deserve to be happy. Such a silly girl. She's absolutely stunning in my eyes. She can't see it though. I want to tell her that everything will be okay. That I'll protect her from the demons. That there are people in the world who aren't so bad. People who could and will be there for her. She needs to know that it's okay to trust and open up. God, I wish she can see what I see in her. Her smile. Her eyes. He laugh. Herself. If only I could though. I have my own share of insecurities and doubt. I'm too scared to fall. But this girl, she

Maybe today I can press the reset button and press play. The dating game. The who's talking to who game. The love game. Maybe today I can step away from who've I been. The loner. The shut out The never will I fall for another girl ever. Maybe today I can open up to you. Let my walls down slowly. Let you into my life. Let myself be happy for once. Maybe today I'll let myself fall for you.

Have you ever fallen for someone so hard, you wake up one day and you can't remember when you ever felt so much on love? Has your day just turned completely around when you see that person? In many cases you just smile and have a dazed expression till someone pokes fun at you. They laugh and joke and it's all fun and games. You feel completely at ease with life. What if you fell for your best friend? Someone you trust wholeheartedly. . . but that tiny spark of fear settles in your heart and convinces your brain that what you feel is the worst idea ever. Life from then pretty much sucks. Things get awkward. Plans go down the drain. Cons

I can't stand my emotions. It's either I feel guilty, ashamed, hurt, powerless. . . So. So. So insecure with myself I'd bury myself till I couldn't see any light at all. Then you came I would feel nothing buy content, happy, warm, and what it felt to be in Love. I wish I could hate you. I wish I could run away from everything. But it's you. How can I escape from you? My dreams, my thoughts, my actions . . .it's surrounded by your influence. I'm crazy for you, I still am, and yet every time I see you I get hurt. My flight instincts kick in to overdrive and I HAVE to get away. I would give up anything to escape the heartache. Tha

The nonstop beating of my heart, I'm pretty sure it's audible. It's not the caffeine that's causing my heart to race. Nor is it the mild adrenaline rush that occurs when I win at these silly computer games. Of course you of all people know, it's your presence that makes my blood pump faster. You alone make me blind to the world. Like fucking Tunnel Vision. It never fails. I love this feeling. Not doubting my own emotions, I know how stable they are. This time I let my heart free and it picked you. I'm not surprised though, you're amazing. And I'm crazy for you.

Hello Irony long time no see. I see you brought a new friend for me to meet... We'll it's nice to meet you Fate. What's this? you two will be working together? I see, that's fine. You two will make a great team, I'm glad for you two. How can you do this to me? What have I done to deserve this?? I've been a decent human being, I've been following all the rules.. AND NOW YOU BREAK MY HEART?! I see, was this your plan from the beginning? Was I supposed to play the fool? Prep myself for this pain? Well..you've won.